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Irezumi

Stephen Fletcher was not quite twelve years old when he stepped ashore in the port of Nagasaki on the island Kyushu in Japan with his shipmate Mattie, gazing in spellbound wonderment at a myriad exotic sights. He marvelled at the people: their strange hair and clothes, and the long swords some carried that Mattie told him could slice a man in two so clean he did not feel the blow until he fell in pieces.

Mattie Husk had taken Stephen under his wing and looked after him aboard ship. He had taught him who to charm and who to avoid, and had no doubt saved the younger lad a beating or two in this way. He was everything Stephen wished himself to be, all swagger and confidence and easy charm.

Stephen was an only child and Mattie was like the elder brother he had never had and always craved. For his part, Mattie came from a large family and missed his little brothers. It was a trade that suited them both and they had quickly become inseparable.

Though he was only seventeen, Mattie was already widely travelled and full of exciting stories – some of them even true – of his many voyages in the Pacific. A farmer’s son from Kentucky, he had never even seen the sea until he was ten, when he ran away to seek his fortune. Not that a stranger would ever have known that. He had the air of someone born to the sailing life and always seemed even more at home than Stephen, whose father and brothers had all been mariners.

In fact, thought Stephen as they walked away from the quayside, Mattie was one of those people who seemed at ease in any situation – even in a place as exotic as Japan. He had been to these islands before and clearly enjoyed the idea of being Stephen’s guide.

They were walking along a busy side street, when Mattie suddenly announced that what they ought to do most speedily was to get themselves a tattoo.

‘A tattoo?’ said Stephen warily, for he had been bred to equate tattoos with rogues and ne’er-do-wells.

‘Aye,’ said Mattie, slapping Stephen on the shoulder. ‘Every mariner must have himself a tattoo, Stephen, and they do none better than in these parts.’

Stephen was not at all convinced that every sailor did have to have a tattoo and was sure that he had seen many aboard their ship without one, but it was part of the machinery of their relationship that Stephen tried to go along wherever Mattie led him, and so he merely nodded, though with little enthusiasm.

‘I seen a man once,’ Mattie said, his eyes bright with excitement, ‘a mariner who hailed from these parts and had gone to sea on account of how he’d killed a man. Best part of his whole body was painted over save for his face. It took five years to finish it, so he said. Even them parts most precious to a man was covered.’

And here Mattie winced at the thought of such a thing, then laughed and said it must hurt like hellfire and laughed again. But all that did was fill Stephen with dread about the whole notion of having a tattoo as he did not take pain well. But he did not want to show his fear to this lad whose good opinion meant so much to him.

Stephen’s sense of unease was not helped by the fact that they had now set off into the backstreets of that place, deeper and deeper into a darkening maze of shops and alleyways. Mattie had a piece of paper that he would occasionally take out and consult, but it was clear that he was lost. Stephen was about to point this out, when they noticed an old man smoking a long pipe outside a dingy-looking building.

Horishi?’ said Mattie. ‘Irezumi?

It seemed like the fellow had not heard Mattie at first, or at least not understood him, for there was a long pause while he inhaled another heavy swig of tobacco smoke and then, without looking at Stephen or Mattie or the building he sat in front of, he waved a finger at the door and they took that as their invitation to enter.

Inside they found a large room, the walls of which looked like tattooed skin, covered as they were with all manner of coloured prints of demons and dragons and so on. It made Stephen’s flesh itch.

A flickering red lantern gave a kind of movement to these painted monsters and made them seem to shimmer and twitch and shudder; sweat began to bead on Stephen’s forehead – and he could see the same was true of Mattie, however tough he talked.

It was so dark that it was a little while before they realised that anyone else was there. In fact Stephen started and gave a gasp as a man loomed slowly out of the shadows and asked them in English what they wanted.

Irezumi,’ Mattie said again, which by now Stephen guessed must mean tattoo, and the man nodded and waved his hand around at the surrounding pictures, inviting them to choose a design. Stephen’s eyes were more drawn to the collection of spikes and needles and sharpened bamboo that was laid out on a nearby table.

Mattie walked up to the walls and then turned to him, grinning.

‘Look at these,’ he said excitedly. ‘I’m going to have me one of these here dragons on my back. How about you?’

‘I don’t know,’ Stephen said. ‘I ain’t sure, Mattie.’

Mattie chuckled. ‘You ain’t afeared now, are you, Stephen?’

Stephen’s blushes were hidden by the all-embracing red glow from the lantern.

‘I didn’t say that,’ he said defensively, if not quite convincingly. ‘I just don’t want one today.’

‘That’s fine by me, Stevie,’ said Mattie good-humouredly. ‘Next time, eh?’

‘Aye,’ said Stephen. ‘Next time.’

All the while, their host was watching these exchanges with a smile of indeterminate emotion, a smile that made Stephen even more uneasy about the whole venture.

The man nodded and led Mattie back to the table, where Mattie took off his jacket and shirt. Stephen was so unnerved by the whole atmosphere of the place that he almost decided to wait outside in the street, but he could not bring himself to leave Mattie with this sinister man.

For he had assumed that this man was the tattooist, and was surprised when a curtain was suddenly pulled back and a beautiful woman stepped out from an adjoining room, her face as white as chalk, her lips blood red, her hair long and black and sleek as polished jet.

She wore a long white silk gown that flowed on to the floor like milk and hid her feet, so that as she moved towards Mattie, she appeared to slide like a ghost. She led him to a kind of padded table where she bade him lie face down. With a small bow to Stephen she pulled a fine mesh curtain to screen them off, though she was still palely visible.

Stephen was left with the man, who smiled his curious and disturbing smile and stared at him fixedly. In an effort to ignore him, Stephen’s attention wandered to the paintings on the wall and to one in particular: an image of some sort of demon with bulging eyes and flaming hair and tusk-like fangs for teeth. He held a chain on which there seemed to be a row of collars, like dog collars, or the restraints that might be used on slaves or prisoners.

‘You like?’ said the man, who had appeared at Stephen’s side with unnerving stealth. It seemed such a curious question to ask about such an image that Stephen was caught off guard.

‘Yes . . . it’s very good,’ he mumbled. ‘Very realistic.’

The room had become very hot all of a sudden, and airless with it. Stephen sat down on a stool and leaned back against the wall. The room seemed to be throbbing, and the throbbing was echoed in an intense headache that had come upon him suddenly. He decided to close his eyes a moment, but no sooner had he done so than Mattie was already standing in front of him, shirt on and ready to go. He got up, eager to leave.

Stephen was amazed at how quickly the tattoo had been done. The beautiful tattooist stepped back and bowed like a theatre performer, and walking backwards, head lowered, disappeared once more behind the curtain as silently as she had entered.

Mattie thanked the man whose role was still unclear to Stephen, and he bowed in return to both of them. They emerged from the tattoo den in a daze. It was only once they were walking away into the raucous clamour of the city that Stephen realised no money had actually changed hands.

They returned to their ship, the Charlotte, with barely a word said on the way, and went straight to their hammocks. Mattie seemed sullen and tense and Stephen knew from experience that when Mattie was in such a mood it was best to leave him be.

Thoughts of the strange tattooing den, the sinister owner, the beautiful tattooist, the demon on the wall, all crowded together in Stephen’s mind and meant that it was a little while before he fell into a fitful sleep, but by the time he awoke the following morning, the whole event seemed more dream than anything else.

The Charlotte was already heading away from Nagasaki and Japan for the islands of Hawaii when Stephen stepped out on deck. He was happy to be sailing once more. Mysterious as the ocean was, he felt at home there and content. Though the Charlotte had a moody and petty captain with a bully for a first mate, still Stephen would rather have been at sea than ashore.

Stephen knew the same was true of Mattie, and sought him out, assuming he would have returned to his usual self. But Mattie’s mood had not improved. Whenever Stephen tried to speak to him, he received only a grunt in response and Mattie seemed to find any excuse to move away from him as soon as possible. It was as if Stephen had done something to offend him, though he could not think what that might possibly be.

These concerns were set aside, however, when a sudden storm blew up and threatened to take them all to the bottom of the sea. Despite the ineffectual ranting of their captain, the crew saved the ship with the loss of only one of their number.

But the storm’s passing did not bring a return to normality between Stephen and Mattie. Pride conquered Stephen’s sense of hurt and eventually he stopped even trying to make conversation with his friend. Whatever the reason was in Mattie’s mind for his coldness towards him, Stephen was sure he had done no wrong and he was damned if he would beg for his attention.

They went about their work like strangers. When Stephen noticed Mattie at all it was with a cool detachment. He was surprised to notice that though the weather was fine and the work as hard as always, Mattie did not strip to his trousers as was his normal habit, but kept both his shirt and jacket on at all times. He had thought that Mattie would have taken every opportunity to brag about his new tattoo and exhibit it to the crew.

Thought of the tattoo took Stephen unwillingly back to Japan. Whatever it was that had changed things between him and Mattie had begun there somehow, that night in Nagasaki. Stephen wished they had never stepped ashore, or at least never stepped into that foul place, but it was done now.

Mattie was like a different person and not just in the way he behaved towards Stephen. Where once he had been all life and confidence, he was now edgy and apprehensive. It troubled Stephen whenever he thought of it, but there was a lot to do on the ship, with much to distract him, and it worried him less and less with each passing day.

The Charlotte’s captain continued his sullen and petty ways, and so it was no surprise when two of the crew deserted on Hawaii, though Stephen was saddened that one of them, a boy about his own age with whom he had become quite friendly in recent days, had said nothing to him by way of farewell.

The Charlotte sailed on over the wide Pacific with a fair wind at her stern. In no time at all the bay of San Francisco opened up before them, and Stephen had already decided that when they moored he would look to join a new ship.

Mattie had done everything in his power to avoid him on the crossing, but Stephen felt in spite of that, for old time’s sake, he would seek him out and say goodbye before he left. He had to search the entire ship before he found Mattie skulking about in the darkness of the hold.

‘What do you want?’ said Mattie in a brittle, anxious voice, his body visibly flinching at Stephen’s approach.

‘I’m leaving the ship,’ said Stephen, trying hard not to let Mattie’s hardness affect him. ‘I just thought I would say farewell.’

Stephen stepped forward to shake him by the hand, but Mattie backed away, wild-eyed.

‘Stay away,’ he hissed, looking round madly, his eyes bulging and glistening like fish eyes.

Stephen did not know what to say. He had accepted that he and Mattie had drifted apart, but to hear such a bald statement finally brought the tears to his eyes.

‘What is the matter with you?’ shouted Stephen. ‘Ever since that night in Nagasaki you have changed. I wish to God we had never gone to that vile place.’

‘Aye!’ said Mattie passionately, tears in his eyes too. ‘It’s my own self that’s to blame. But how could I have known?’

‘Known what?’ said Stephen. ‘What ails you?’

Mattie winced and groaned and turned to look at Stephen with a face so changed it shocked him: a face now pale and drawn, with eyes so sunken as to be almost beyond recognition.

‘What is it, for God’s sake?’ said Stephen. ‘What is the matter?’

‘Do you not know?’ he said. ‘Do you honestly not know?’

Stephen’s mouth became dry. The image of the demon in the tattoo den in Nagasaki stole into his mind and glowed with such luminescence that it was as if it were there in front of him.

‘The tattoo,’ said Stephen. ‘My God, Mattie; is it the tattoo? Show me your back, Mattie. Show me!’

My back?’ said Mattie. ‘You want to see my back?’

‘Aye!’ said Stephen.

‘But there’s nothing on my back to see,’ said Mattie. ‘Don’t you remember?’

Stephen stared at him, utterly confused.

‘I was about to have my tattoo done,’ continued Mattie, ‘when all of a sudden you burst in like you were possessed and demanded you had yours done first.’

‘Mine?’ said Stephen. ‘But I have no tattoo.’

‘Oh, but you do,’ said Mattie. ‘And a fearful thing it is. A great demon with blazing eyes. And her that did it just seemed to touch your back with the colours, and they seeped in just where they needed to be. It was magic, Stevie – sorcery. When I saw her do that, I changed my mind about getting that dragon done and we left after you came out of the strange mood you were in.’

‘What nonsense is this?’ shouted Stephen. ‘I’d know if I had a tattoo, wouldn’t I?’

‘Well, it’s there on your back, Stevie.’ Mattie looked at the floor and shook his head. ‘And I seen it move.’

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‘What?’

‘I seen it move, damn you!’ said Mattie, looking up at him with glistening eyes. ‘Now stay away!’

‘You’re insane!’ said Stephen, ripping off his shirt and turning his back to Mattie. ‘I have no tattoo! Look!’

Stephen expected some response, but there was only silence. When he turned round again, Mattie had pinned himself against the far wall, more crazed than ever.

‘Sweet Jesus,’ he muttered. ‘Oh God. Oh sweet Jesus.’

‘What is it?’ said Stephen. ‘Have you gone completely –’

Then Stephen saw something move out of the corner of his eye; he felt it too, like the draft from a breeze or the feeling of sunlight striking bare flesh when the clouds part. Even so, it was a few seconds before he realised what was moving.

Looking down at his own bared torso, he saw something flicker across it, like a shoal of colourful fish. It disappeared round his left side and reappeared under his right arm.

Stephen grabbed at it with his hands, trying to wipe it off. But it was not crawling over his flesh; it was swimming across the surface. It was part of his flesh. It was a tattoo: a moving tattoo. It was the demon Stephen had seen on the wall of the dreaded den in Nagasaki.

‘Help me, Mattie!’ cried Stephen.

But Mattie was shaking with fear, pointing to the tattoo as it swam round once more. The collars on the chain the demon carried were no longer empty. Three men now swung by their necks, screaming silently in torment: the man they thought had been washed overboard in the storm and the two who had supposedly deserted.

The demon ceased its giddying movements and settled on Stephen’s chest, where it rose, expanding all the time, its arms becoming Stephen’s arms, its terrible flame-eyes and fang-toothed face becoming Stephen’s. Mattie screamed but it was a silent scream, as he joined his shipmates on the chain of the demon tattoo.

*

Thackeray stared right at me when he had finished, as if challenging me to show any fear. But I refused to give him that satisfaction, regardless of the disquietude he had invoked and the drum of my cantering heart. It was Cathy who spoke first, her voice a little breathless.

‘You know so many stories,’ she said. ‘Are you a writer, Mr Thackeray?’

‘A writer?’ said Thackeray with a grin. ‘Me? No, no, Miss Cathy. I am a sailor, nothing more.’

‘Then how do you come by such tales?’ I said. ‘Who makes them up if it is not you?’

‘It is a tradition aboard our ship that the men tell each other stories to while away the long sea hours. Sailors live a life at the edge of humanity, not quite a part of it, not quite removed. It is a world of shadows and shifting light, like the ocean itself. It is this world that spawns such stories.’

The wind moaned plaintively in the chimney nearby.

‘You talk as if these tales might be true,’ I said.

Thackeray made no reply. He picked up his glass, but paused before it met his lips.

‘Come now,’ I said. ‘We may be young but we are not fools.’

‘The sea is a world that no man truly knows, however much he might make that claim,’ Thackeray said after a pause. ‘It is constantly changing, constantly moving. It is a living thing, never ageing, but never the same.

‘There are things abroad on the ocean, swimming in its murky depths, afloat on its shimmering surface, that are not recorded in the pages of any books. They are spoken of in hushed voices, passed from ship to ship, from mariner to mariner.’

‘But surely –’ I began.

Thackeray raised his hand to interrupt. ‘You are a sceptic, Ethan. I respect that.’

‘I think I know the difference between a story and the real world,’ I said.

‘Do you now?’ he said. ‘Then you are a wise man.’

I did not much care for his tone and hoped my expression told him so, but as usual he merely smiled.

‘And you, Miss Cathy?’ he asked, turning to my sister. ‘What about you?’

‘Well . . .’ said Cathy, biting her lip and glancing at me. ‘Ethan is perhaps more certain of things than I am. I know I am probably foolish, but I rather hope that there are such wonders in the world. I think the world needs wonders.’ She blushed and giggled. ‘Even awful ones.’

‘That’s all very well, Cath,’ I said, ‘but –’

‘Shall I tell you of another such wonder?’ said Thackeray, ignoring me and looking at my sister with a most unpleasant grin. ‘Of another such awful wonder?’

‘Yes . . . please,’ said Cathy nervously, her blushes fading instantly.

‘Very well, then,’ he said.

Thackeray glanced at me, as if inviting an objection, but I shrugged and bade him continue.